Some things never change
Lovely St Patrick's Cathedral behind my home :)Well, after a nice and lovely chat with a dear friend yesterday (been having a handful of those in the past few days.. thanks guys :) you don't know how much you're helping me relieve the stresses of tertiary education. Well, just the essays part actually), and it's good to know that some things will never change, especially when it comes to human beings. You know who I am refering to Pisces ;p
I was so full of intentions before coming over to Melbourne that I had a long list of things that I wanted to fulfil. Not realising that the world outside Singapore is an entirely different one, naive little me thought that I could conquer the writing world with my half-baked skills and experience. Well, that's why people always say travelling opens up the mind and eyes to new things, and worlds outside what we know it to be.
Can't say that Melbourne has turned out to be worse or better than I expected, but definitely it's an opportune time for me to grow up. I use to equate financial independence with true independence and maturity. I can see how wrong that thinking is now, cos real wisdom comes from experiencing life and knowing yourself and possibly others better each time. I can see how difficult it is, especially now that I am on my own and my own driver in this journey. It is a scary thought sometimes, especially when the possibility of failure comes into mind, the fear of disappointing my parents and myself once again.
I can hardly see my future after graduation, which is not all that far away, but I believe that if my time here is made good use of then surely it will be useful when the time comes for me to prove my capability. And I am proud that my friends are all arriving to the part of their lives where the possibilities are endless and I believe that you can really make a difference to your lives cos you are all bright and sassy individuals. All it takes is just a little more patience and persistence and you would eventually find yourself where you want to be. If you haven't a clue where that would be, well, finding out's part of the fun rite?
