never really quite realise how fantastic you are

We can do no great things, only small things with great love. - Mother Teresa

If someone asked me 2 weeks ago what do I think of that man, my answer would probably be moody, short-tempered and petty. That doesn't sound too flattering but the truth is, given that kind of treatment for a few months, totally a 180 change from before, this would have been an understatement. I guess it's true that we do tend to take things and people for granted as time goes by. It really takes some assertiveness if you want things to go your way, but be prepared to earn a reputation as an unreasonable b#$%^ if you insist. It's strange how some people can get away with seemingly obnoxious behaviour but if you look closely enough, what really emerge from that hostile front really is just insecurity and weariness from having one too many rejection from life. If people, including me, were more willing to be content with the happiness they already have, then we probably won't have to go through so much unhappiness and struggles. But then again, given my mind's tendency to have a life of its own, and my unrepressible character, it is more likely that I will keep bumping into different personalities and getting a good piece of their mind(s). Sigh.. guess it's always better to just grin and bear it. No evil thoughts about anyone for the next day... managed quite well today despite the hectic pace at work. Heh..